Rachel Bissex

Rachel’s funeral was yesterday, up in Vermont. As I moved through the day yesterday, I
thought more and more about her. I swapped emails with Annie Wenz this week. Annie was a very good friend of Rachel’s, and in addition to being a fine singer-songwriter, she was a psych nurse for many years. I told Annie I could think of no one better to help Rachel and her family through those last days than her. I think she’ll probably post some of her own thoughts about Rachel’s life and death as the days pass.

For my part, I found myself listening to a lot of Rachel’s music yesterday. It was sort of a way to be in spiritual solidarity with all those who were gathered, during those same moments, in Vermont to say goodbye. The first song that leapt immediately to mind is Rachel’s song, Royal Blue, which features the great chorus, “Do not be afraid.”

But the song that grabbed me, and brought tears to my eyes as I drove around yesterday, was “In White Light.” (click on the song title for a clip of it…) I thought about all those folks gathered to say goodbye to her. I don’t believe Rachel was saying goodbye to everyone through this song. But now, in retrospect, it’s easy, and hard, to hear it that way. Had to pull the car over when the last verse came on.

Any song about the moon is also going to remind me of song circles at Kerrville. I can remembersome of the circles, last year I think, at SingKerrnicity, which was a favorite camp of Rachel’s. The moon was so bright, that the SingKerrnicity folks moved their circle out into the meadow, and just let the light of the moon shine down on everyone. Out at the Ranch, it really does bathe everyone with an incredible white light….and on the fields and meadows…the tops of your heads. And you can see everyone, but not their faces…just the glowing outlines. So, as you sit around the circles, it’s as if the
music comes out of nowhere, out of these shapes across the circle from you. And the moon bathes and graces it all. I have a memory of Rachel there, singing in the moonlight.

I hope many of you will visit her website, and buy her music. I know that that is a way that her legacy can continue, and that you can help her help her children in the future.

In White Light
Words and music by Rachel Bissex

“The sun goes down
the moon comes up
lighting the earth
just enough
to see my face looking up
at her full size on the horizon.

Mama did her best, it’s true.
Papa too.

Now they’re gone
i’m on my own
the moon will see me safely home
as I drive this road alone
she will bathe me in white light.

In white light….

The sun come up
the moon dissapears
but she’ll be back later on my dear
tonight she’ll shine
with a little less light
with all her might.

I pushed a boy into the world
now he wears a uniform

I bore a son
my only one
the moon will see him safely home
as he walks his path alone
she will bathe him in white light

In white light….

It’s time to go
i hope you know
the moon will see you safely home
as you live your life alone
she will bathe you in white light

In white light….”

Posted by

Eric Folkerth is a minister, musician, author and blogger. He is Senior Pastor of Kessler Park UMC United Methodist Church in Dallas, Texas. Previously, he was pastor at Northaven UMC in Dallas for seventeen years. Eric loves to write on topics of spirituality, social justice, music/art and politics. The entries on this blog reflect that diversity of interests. His passion for social justice goes beyond mere words. He’s been arrested at the White House, defending immigrants and “The Dreamers,” and he’s officiated at same sex weddings in his churches, in defiance of what some believe is Methodist teaching. Eric is an avid blogger and published author, and 2017 recipient of the prestigeous Kuchling Humanitarian Award from Dallas’ Black Tie Dinner. (Human Rights Campaign) Eric has led or co-led hundreds of persons on mission trips around the globe, to places such as Mexico, Haiti, Russia, and Nepal. He has worked with lay persons to build ten homes, and one Community Center, in partnership with Habitat for Humanity of Dallas. He’s a popular preacher, and often tackles challenging issues of social justice in his writings and sermons. His wife, Judge Dennise Garcia, is a State District Judge for Dallas, County. As judge of the 303rd Family District Court, she consistently gets high ratings from area lawyers, and was named “best judge” by The Dallas Observer. First elected in 2004, she was the first Latina ever elected to a county-wide bench in Dallas County, and is currently the longest service district judge in that district. She was re-elected for a fourth term in 2018. They have the world’s best daughter, Maria, and an incredible dog, Daisy. Find links to Eric’s music-related websites, at the top of this site’s navigation menu.

Leave a Reply

Please log in using one of these methods to post your comment:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.